This is what the day gave
It was the right time
The emptiness is negligible
The possibilities change due to action
Where do nothing just was
When you leave a bunch of people who care about you
For a person who really needs you
Then it matters what happens

From 2005:
We begin believing by believing in God (forget Santa, Tooth Fairy period). God lets us experience what its like to really believe in something. We believe God cares about us. That's where we learn to care about others like God cares about us. So when you get to the point in life where you've disengaged from Care About the World and instead you care totally about the woman you really love, you just might be appearing as cold to the CAW crowd. That's OK. Maybe if you never had a CAW revelation in your lifetime, you may not have met the disengaged back then - Somebody will always do that stuff...Red Cross Nurse syndrome....If you don't give back, you'll miss out on heaven...if you just take care of your own nest, what happens after The Big One?? When I came here, I came to ride out the rest of my mortal life encased in love - right here with her. Doing the give back part endures, but now it is giving it to life with her unashamedly. .