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NEW YEAR

At the 10 day mark

In the vaporsphere, there are some fresh words that were assembled but inadvertently erased. They weren't real good but they were there, so starting all over:

something about Raven
something about the Baltimore Ravens
Voltaire dispair public hare
More play on words
New para: Super bowl super blow
Reasons for two weeks of no-post.

the crux: My inner family has been awakened. It started with severe Oh No!s and has flourished into realizing that when you're the laird of the manor and you have the company of a seasoned quirky band of people you love, it's a song fest. Talking in the dark one-on-one; overhearing valentine's sweet talk from a horny catch; glamour boys; rehashing repetitive bloviating without shutting down; and foremost, realizing this could extend indefinitely but in comfort. The big Should Have is re-engaged: this is the way self-centered pre-misanthropes discover that there really is nothing wrong with me, er, with use-to-be's who cling to their privacy. Should have known I'd have been a good big family guy - maybe I already am.